Saturday, October 2, 2010

Tricky Buisness

Running can be tricky business.  One poor decision in training can derail months of hard work, and this is the reality that I am facing at the moment.  I am going to do what I can to try and overcome, but for the moment things are not looking very good.  It is supposedly these moments when we learn the most about ourselves, and I guess my lesson is that I am not meant to be a distance runner (probably can through stubborn in there as well). 

In the grand scheme of things I recognize that if this is my greatest setback in life then my life is blessed.  That said, I can not tell you how frustrated and sad I am at the moment.  Things had been going so well.  I was feeling stronger than I have at anytime in the last several years with my running.  I know this sounds like I have given up already, and I suppose I am feeling a little sorry for myself at the moment.  I will do my best to wake-up tomorrow with a new attitude towards this and fight like hell to be ready for November 6th.  I will keep everyone posted.

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